Why Do I Punish Myself?

Well, it turned out that I watched horror movies for most of the weekend. Not by design, it just kind of happened.

I got home Friday, stressed out about how many people got laid off that day. It's not been a good couple of weeks at work in that regard, so I've been a bit stressed. Anyway, I got home and did my typical computer/watching tv thing. There was sweet nothing on tv and then I got to the IFC channel...Saw II was on...so I thought I'd just watch that and find something else to watch later. Ended up I watch Saw III as well. The movies were...............unpleasant. I really should have turned it off or something...but it was kind of a morbid fascination....ugh.

Saturday was a Masters of Horror night....they actually had a couple I hadn't seen on. Masters of Horror is quite tame in comparison to Saw, I have to say...which is fine enough for me. I did rent Mirrors (with Keifer Sutherland) yesterday, but am just watching it now. Why do I punish myself?