So I was complaining about my kitchen again...I think I'm getting a psychosis.

I just wanted to clear the air though. I know that it's my responsibility to find a different place to live. I fully intend to. But there is a reason I haven't. I haven't moved because until this issue with the economy is resolved I don't feel secure enough to move. I just don't think it's a wise idea to move into a place with higher rent and then discover I don't have a job. I just don't feel like I can do it....I think it would be irresponsible. But I just have to vent.

I'm feeling very oppressed in this place and I need to get it off my chest. I apologize...as soon as I am able to move I will. Until then, I'll need to vent every so often.